YOU

I've been looking for you for so long.
I've been kept away from your tongue.
I've been dying all along.
I felt like you had been lost,
That your heart had turn into frost
And that you were alone at all cost.
I knew you were different for me,
I actually thought you and I were meant to be.
Guess I'm a fool for infinty.
Though we've been kept apart,
I can't convince my own heart
That it wasn't just a work of art.
That this feeling could only exist when we were together.
That being with you would only make me better.
That I could have you with a simple love letter.
In the end, I was the one being cruel.
I had mistaken you for a fool.
It's certain that I wouldn't turn you into a tool.
But you turned me into a glass shard.
I fell for you, I fell hard.
I'm not broken, I'm just a bit scarred.
But these scars will remain.
And even if I keep my mind sane,
I know I'm going to feel like I've been doing cocaine.
You had my heart racing,
But then you had it stopping.
Yet, I still think you're amazing.
I'm sorry to have lifted you way up above,
But in you is the reason I found love.
Because the outside was just a bonus I cared less of.
I now know that love is obsession.
Love is not just an ever-lasting emotion.
Love is not just a caring devotion.
It's the heart beat,
The body heat,
The kiss so sweet,
The temperature increase,
The staring disease
And the game to please.
I learned all of that from you,
And now I'm stuck to
And wishing for a life for two.
If this tale took so long,
I hope you found nothing wrong
And that you feel like you belong.

Hugs and kisses to YOU...